What to Do About Normalcy

I have a mini bottle of Jameson in my room. Currently, I am about two shots in, but I can’t feel anything yet. Whiskey burns on the way down. It compels me to go brush my teeth until they bleed. So I do. I drink whiskey because I want to be a legitimate writer, but the screen on my laptop is too heavy, and it tilts back. Loneliness might be what kills me. Workdays spent by myself in an office, followed by solo gym sessions, eggs, sauerkraut, and avocado for dinner, and one ep

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Mar 224 min read

Yours Truly

truthfully, i'm debating this whole blog.
alas, rumor has it self expression is good for you, so here i am.

PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS

What to Do About Normalcy

I have a mini bottle of Jameson in my room. Currently, I am about two shots in, but I can’t feel anything yet. Whiskey burns on the way down. It compels me to go brush my teeth until they bleed. So I do. I drink whiskey because I want to be a legitimate writer, but the screen on my laptop is too heavy, and it tilts back. Loneliness might be what kills me. Workdays spent by myself in an office, followed by solo gym sessions, eggs, sauerkraut, and avocado for dinner, and one ep

Mar 224 min read

27 Dresses, 27 Years

The most beautiful birthday girl <3 Dearest Mikaela, Happy 27th Birthday !! I am so very grateful for you. You are beautiful, smart, driven, and so cool! For those of you who don’t know Mikaela, let me tell you about her. Mikaela shows up for people. When she is needed or invited, she will be there. Royal blue has to be her best color. And Mikaela is in a different city almost every weekend of the year. This year for her birthday, she threw a "27 dresses" party where everyone

Mar 82 min read

Emma is 26

Happy Birthday Emma! Dear Emma, Happy Birthday! I can't believe that you are 26 years old. What a fun, sophisticated, sexy age to be. You are starting this next year of your life abroad . How cool is that? You'll be able to tell people that you turned 26 in Dubai while earning your law degree. It is impossible to be cooler than you. I have known Emma since 2018. Let me tell you about her. Emma has always been smart. This is apparent after spending a mere ten minutes with he

Feb 222 min read

I've Been Sleeping With the Lights On

This is Birdy from the Hirono Shelter Series. I turn the lights off at first. I lay there enveloped by darkness. At first, I think I can’t fall asleep because it is too quiet. I turn on the fan. Minutes pass. Maybe it is still too quiet. I open my laptop and put on a background show. Ten minutes later, I turn the light on to find some socks, because maybe my feet are cold. I leave the light on by accident, but I don’t want to turn it off yet. In the morning, the light is stil

Feb 155 min read

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ABOUT ME

Once upon a time, there was a girl who loved letters and books. She was scared to write, but she decided to be brave and share her thoughts on the internet. Here I am, yours truly.

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slow down

call a friend

go on a walk

paint a little

sit in the quiet

imagine

you can

run so fast

then,

breathe.

Books:

I cannot choose a favorite. I love books. One day, I shall make a list of books that I adore and wholly recommend. However in this section, I will try to keep my reading list up-to-date.

I am currently back in my fantasy era. I read the Red Rising series and started the Dungeon Crawler Carl series. I have also been reading various poetry collections. In particular, a lot of Ada Limón.

Movies:

Best of all time? GATTACA, Joker, Anora. (lego batman)

Recently? I saw the newest adaptation of Dracula and it was truly a lovely adaptation. Not perfect, but overall enjoyable. I loved the casting and the costuming, some of the dresses were to die for. The dancing sequence with the perfume was fun, but I hated that the gargoyles turned into little bald boys at the end, it was so odd. 7/10.

Music:

Ever? Ummm probably

Humble and Kind

by Tim McGraw.

Top three favorite songs rn:

-Roommates, Hilary Duff

-Muévalo, Kali Uchis

-Using You, Mars Argo

And top fav artists (hehe):

- Nessa Barrett

- Doechii

- SOFIA ISELLA

- Tate McRae

- Lana Del Rey

What to Do About Normalcy

Yours Truly

truthfully, i'm debating this whole blog. alas, rumor has it self expression is good for you, so here i am.

PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS

What to Do About Normalcy

27 Dresses, 27 Years

Emma is 26

I've Been Sleeping With the Lights On

ABOUT ME

SOCIALS:

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Books:

Movies:

Music:

truthfully, i'm debating this whole blog.
alas, rumor has it self expression is good for you, so here i am.